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Ah~ Sweet freedom. Sweet food that isn't sandwiches. (Not that I'm not grateful - thank you for that, by the way. I'm sure we would have starved in that library otherwise.) It's good to be able to walk around without falling through holes too, though they were kind of fun to navigate. Just when I'd gotten the hang of them all I was suddenly locked in the library!

Ah, well. It's better this way anyway. You can't really get anything done when you're stuck in one room!

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So. ...Have you had any luck finding anything new?
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Oh? If it's not important, then you should just say it, Padfoot.

If it's not important then why bother?

Because every piece of information that can help us change things is important.

So spill, if you found out anything from him.

Prongs ..... what I found out you don't need to know. Trust me, alright?

I think you're wrong. There's nothing we don't need to know, regarding this. We need to know all of it, or else we won't stand a chance at changing anything.

Look ... James. This isn't something you should have to deal with. It's ... personal, alright?

I don't care if I should or shouldn't have to deal with it. In choosing to change things, I've already made the choice to deal with it. I know it's not going to be all happiness and sunshine.

But every piece of it is important. All of it's important. Every detail makes a difference.

As your friend, as your best friend. I'm not fucking telling you.

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...Well. It's a good thing I don't have to rely on you for that information then. I already know, Sirius. I found out several days ago.

.... I'm going to fucking kill him.

That's hardly wise, killing our only informant. Besides, I wanted to know. I didn't even have to ask him though. Ridiculously enough, he seemed to be under the impression that you would have told me, or something silly like that, being my best friend and all.

If you found out something like that about me would you have told me?

I wanted to keep you safe Prongs. I didn't want you to have to know you died.

That we all die.

I would have. It's hard, I know. It's really hard. But...we'd already suspected that something terrible happened. If we don't know what it is, then there's no hope of changing it at all.

So really, not saying anything doesn't keep anyone safe at all. It lowers our odds of surviving. Our odds of preventing Remus from being alone in the end, of growing old together.

Would that be better? To be ignorant of our futures and let him suffer? To just, let it all happen without doing a thing? Everything is important. No matter what it is.

And what if we can't fix things Potter? What if we all die anyway? What happens to all this nobility crap?

I'd rather you be able to life your life and try figuring this out myself then finding out that there's nothing we can do and being the reason you have a shit life.

Well, at least will have given it our best. I'm not going to be giving up. Not a chance.

Then I guess you'll be disappointed, because I plan to continue. I want to know everything I can about our future. The more we know, the more we can change. If there's something I can do, then damn it I'm going to do it. My life won't be shit for it, even if I fail, because I'll know I did everything I fucking could. In any case, you wouldn't be the reason for it.

You know what. Talk to me when your head cools.

It's not a matter of cooling my head. I'll talk to you when you're willing to act as a team with this again.

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